The Time Between Space by Charlie Laidlaw #BookReview

 

Emma Maria Rossini appears to have everything; the daughter of a famous actor and a beautiful and affectionate mother, she grows up in a huge mansion in one of Edinburgh’s most wealthy suburbs, surrounded by all the trappings of a luxurious lifestyle.

When a sudden tragedy strikes, Emma’s seemingly perfect life begins to fall apart. She experiences a rapid decline in her mental health and begins to see unforgiving faces in the clouds. Before she knows it, the sky itself is chasing her. Emma is also the granddaughter of an eccentric and obscure Italian astrophysicist. As she begins to find solace in her grandfather’s Theorem on the universe, Emma slowly realises that her childhood might not have been as perfect as she first remembered.

The book follows her struggle with her mental health, and her attempt to make sense of her unreliable memories, her existence, and her place in her grandfather’s concept of the universe.

It's my pleasure to be sharing my review of The Time Between Space today, I read this book a few years ago and I'm delighted it's found a new home and a beautiful new cover with Ringwood Publishing.

The Time Between Space is a story divided into three parts, written from Emma Rossini's perspective. Each section is thoroughly engaging and as the novel progressed, I was intrigued by this complicated young woman. Written as a memoir, it's absolutely fascinating to compare the way she initially describes events and the truth in the latter part of the novel when she is finally ready to face up to her past.
The first section of the novel mostly follows Emma's adolescence and although it's a time of change for most people, she definitely has more to come to terms with beyond the usual teenage angst. Her father, Paul Ross is an actor and at the start of the book, the family live in a 'semi-posh' flat in Edinburgh. He is very much a star on the rise and enjoys the increasing attention from the public but Emma's mother, Cat hates the limelight. She is a beautiful woman but clearly socially awkward and struggles with her husband's decision to move to North Berwick. She felt safer in Edinburgh where she could remain anonymous but in a small town where everybody knows everybody, she is suddenly a big fish in a small pond and it doesn't suit her. The young Emma obviously adores her mother and there is an affectionate warmth to the way she describes her flaws.  She has a propensity for swearing - especially at or about her husband which results in some amusing moments where the young Emma also utilises some very colourful language. As Paul Ross becomes a bona fide celebrity, it becomes increasingly obvious that despite Emma's witty, self-deprecating descriptions of various situations, both she and her mother are deeply affected by his long absences and questionable priorities. Cat is frequently suspicious of his relationships with his co-stars and in her emotionally vulnerable state, her daughter is left feeling that she has a responsibility to protect her mum.
It's constantly apparent throughout the book that she doesn't really understand her father and this is mirrored in the relationship between Paul and his own father, a brilliant Italian astrophysicist. Emma adores her Gramps whose theory on the universe, the Rossini Theorem was originally much derided but latterly has been discovered to potentially hold the key to some important scientific breakthroughs. Despite not sharing his mathematical abilities, Emma includes several discussions about various theories on topics such as quantum physics, dark matter and relativity but they never become too complicated for the layperson to understand and gradually it becomes evident why she is so reliant on her Gramps's theories as she attempts to make sense of her own life.
In the second part of the book, she has left home and found a job working as a journalist. As is often the case with the offspring of celebrities, she is keen to succeed on her own terms but her desire to separate herself from her father goes far beyond wanting to avoid accusations of nepotism and their estrangement is her way of punishing him for a devastatingly tragic event. She still continues to describe her mishaps with a wry sense of humour; from her obsession with the toilet habits of her colleagues to her accidental arrest at a protest, to the over-the-top flat renovations which end up surprising her, but gradually it becomes poignantly obvious to the reader that this is a young woman who is struggling with her mental health.
During the third section of The Time Between Space, Emma is challenged to write down her experiences as she finds it difficult to talk about them with her therapist. As she finally begins to face up to her own guilt and reconsiders what she thought she knew about her parents, the truth about what really happened in the past is revealed to not necessarily be quite as she documented them. She needs to be able to reconcile herself with the person she was back then and to forgive herself and her parents for the mistakes they all made. The contrast between her youthful recollections and the full reality is heartbreaking at times, especially when I realised how much she has relied on her sense of humour to allow her to falsely believe she was able to cope.
Emma is a wonderful protagonist; I loved her from the start and through all her difficulties and the moments where it is evident that she is an unreliable narrator, I wanted her to find the peace and solace she so desperately needs. The secondary characters, however, also deserve a mention; her parents' failings may have been laid bare here but they are given their redemptive moments too; her grandparents are delightful and I adored Patsy who is absolutely the best friend everybody needs. The themes explored will resonate with anybody who has ever had to endure loss and The Time Between Space, with its convincingly insightful and moving portrayal of mental health, is a touching and honest look at families and the complex emotions of love, guilt and forgiveness. I highly recommend this beautifully written book.

The Time Between Space is published by Ringwood Publishing and can be purchased here.

About the Author
Charlie Laidlaw is a PR consultant, teaches creative writing, and lives in East Lothian. He is a graduate of the University of Edinburgh and was previously a national newspaper journalist and defence intelligence analyst. His other novels are The Things We Learn When We’re Dead, Being Alert!, Everyday Magic and Love Potions and Other Calamities.

All but one of Charlie Laidlaw’s novels have a strong local connection, collectively forming an East Lothian Quartet.


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